i love doing graphic design...but sometimes i just don't know.
this thought keeps going through my head that maybe i should take a year off from eastern and get a full time job...college is getting expensive and i'm frankly not doing that well in classes. i feel myself becoming sad all the time and while talking to my friend heath a few weeks ago he said it sounded like i was depressed, which scares the living daylights out of me.
i'm smart...just. i don't like where i am right now.
i don't know what my options are. i'm so confused with life.
dear lord, what is your will for me? what am i supposed to be doing?
and if i drop out/take some time off from school...is that giving up?